Imparmanence

Imparmanence

From how many perspectives do you describe attachment?
How do you not know that attachments can't be broken?

I am so stupid, and you are so stupid. I feel like I'm late to understand, and you're late to understand.

Actually, there's nothing to understand. Or should I say, you don't want to understand?
Let's be honest, shall we?

Don't bite your tongue while saying you're moving on from something. It's actually funny when you say that you're moving on from an attachment. I mean, really!

Nonsense society, so I gotta explain. Attachments are not always about getting attached to a person. They can also be materialistic. It can even happen with a sound, maybe a smell. It can happen with your pen too, and so it goes...

Once, I was so attached to my cat, and then she died. I didn't know what it was or where to begin with. Even though I can explain whatever I feel, I'm unable to describe the feeling.

I don't know how to.

And once, I was so attached to my school bag. I used it carefully. Though I was a kid, I couldn't save it. I used it for 5 years, and I still have it with me. I don't use it, and it bothers me a lot. I don't know how to describe the exact feeling of this.

I don't know how to.

Once, my favourite pen got lost. I didn't react in the moment. I cried every night for a whole week, remembering how I used to use it and keep it safe. How I loved its colour and smoothness. I don't know what it was.

I just don't know exactly how to...
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It never goes away. It stays as wounds that might not heal, and you may not get used to them either, because they continue differently.

And you know what? People want to be free! Isn't that funny?

As I say,
Become Brilliantly Numb.

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