Dearest The Tears

Dearest Tears,
Don’t bother, because it’s fine.
Why do you bother so much?
You may not know,
I don’t understand the science behind you either.

When you come out of nowhere to remind me how weak I could feel, how helpless, and that's a shame.
Do you know how much I struggle because of you?

I opened my eyes so wide and tried not to let you fall,
But you made everything so blurry that it feels like I can't see, or is it a sign of blindness?

Are my eyes not big enough, or are you too much to hold in them?

Come on, go away already,

Or they'll find out....

No, no, no, no. They'll find out that you're here with me. They'll find out at first glance.

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It's a shame, you know. If anyone sees us together, it's a big shame, even though you belong to me.

You're not just some salty water. You're so naïve. Why belong to me?

You're so pure to come out of something so terrible as my eyes.

It's a shame on me that you come out of me each time.

I'm so fragile.

I can see only fog everywhere.
I can't feel the kindness in kids, I can't feel the weight of someone loving me, I can't feel others' anger until it becomes mine.

I can't feel these things, I can't feel them deep down. I can just see and let them happen.

My hands won't help, and my mouth is helpless itself.

It seems they weren't wrong calling me a robot.

As I am Brilliantly Numb.