Temptation Of Honey

Don't you forget? Or do you just pretend?
Do you really have your own preferences? 
Or do you only show them to
pretend you do?

I'm confused. About a lot of things. The part beside my neck burns. My voice becomes low, and I… that’s unbearable. Because obviously, that's not me. I'm not like that.

Or is it that I am like that, and that's what I don't want to be?
They'll come in crowds and tell me that I'm one of the strongest they know. Aren't they lying? I guess they only saw what I showed them.

I would bleed and kill to be independent. But have you ever heard of “right now”? People usually say it to express what's happening now and what they want to make it.

If I say it, Right Now I'm burning. From my forehead to my cheeks, to my neck, to my back, everything is burning. Can you feel it too?

Run. Go away. Scream out. Don't stay. Leave. Don't wait for the wind to close the window. Close it yourself.

Maybe right now the view looks like a garden, but actually it's your eyes lying to you.

Can't you see? Fool! Even your soul lies to you.
Don't trust it. It's just your heart that is the liar. A beautiful, burning liar. If you listen to it, it will give you only emptyness.

Come on, don't you know how they lie?

Don't become a leafless tree where even the leaves have stopped coming.

I fear it, because I feel it deep in my veins. I can feel the nerves and the blood boiling inside.

And to my soul and heart, foolish things. Even the silliest things catch you. How helpless can you be?But I won't let you even feel the warmth. I won't let you become a butterfly. You'll become an eagle.

I'll keep you as an owl, and the butterfly that I caged will never be free. Eventually it will die. And if it doesn't, I will cut its wings with the sharpest sword. And it will kill itself.

As I say,
Become brilliantly numb.