I wonder if it's an art to have them.
Sometimes I think, why do I always have to be so fair? I had the answer. It's because I commit without hesitation. If you commit without hesitation, you'd be the dream connection for almost anyone.
I'm also unfair. Fair to those who are important to me.
I've always regretted having people who are important to me. Still, I made some important. I wished that maybe,
They'll wave their hands in the crowd without hesitation, without any flinch, without trying to be fair to everyone. They'll wave their hands to me, even if I get enough or more. Because that enough won't be fulfilled without their wave in it. To me.
A weak move. A disappointment. A little burn in loyalty and commitment.
You won't expect the world to be fair. But you'll always expect the world that comes from you to be fair to you. It can be yourself, or some very few people with access to your self. The self you believe in, and they seem to adore.
Holy heartbreak when you see it!
The pain in your head when you go through it!
The tears of anger when you just say, Yeah, that's fine.
If they hesitate to wave because they're afraid of what others will think, that's a weak connection.
And committing to such a connection can be regretful.
Can't you see the world? Are you blind? Can't you just think?
Everything works that way! There's a proverb that goes:
"A friend in need is a friend indeed."
The story behind this quote doesn't make much sense because saving your own life first is what matters before everything.
But the quote is true in real life. A friend is someone you need, and they need you. And just as you won't think about anyone else before supporting them, they shouldn't either.
Even if they just flinch, that's a betrayal, no matter whether what they did was intentional or a mistake.
If it's a mistake, then that's a betrayal by mistake.
When you give someone your trust, you expect courage, not convenience.
As I say,
Become Brilliantly Numb!
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