In Trenches

(One entry per day; I'll be logging in here from now on)

May 12, 2026
Day One in Black Room:

Is it weird that I understand what I got myself into and also I don't kinda know what to do?
I don't know
I signed up for a change 
I will change
I'm currently exploring
Currently stuck with a degree I absolutely dislike, good...I'll still make it work, I always did. 
For today I'll read all the rules, observe, settle in. 
Found a new app on appstore called focustown, really helpful when you have beef with studying, washed the remaining bucket of laundry, dusted the shelves, applied for tutoring jobs again, failed again, BUET DU dominate the market...I know this aint a place for excuses to be validated, just keeping record. 
Wanna do something I'd be good at, the irony is I don't know yet what I am good at...
But I will
Soon

-Oishi